Why should I conform in life if it’s not joyful?.
When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.
Question:
I don’t want to learn anything.
I don’t want to teach anything.
My desire is to merge with the silence, to merge with love & desires.
I know that this world & I are not different.
This world is in me. We are one. You & I are one.
I don’t want to become someone else, I am God itself.
I love myself. I love you.
I love you. I love myself!
I don’t want to eat anymore. I don’t want to drink anymore.
I don’t want to do anything at all.
I am joyful. I am Joy itself.
Why should I work?
Why should I listen to someone else? Why?
Come merge with me dear friend!
I do not hate anything. I do not want to run from anything, but I do not want to be a slave. Job is slavery! Isn’t it?
Why should I do something which takes me away from myself? Why Deepak, why?
And it isn’t the real question! There is no question! Still there is a possibility of a big question which I do not really know!
Still, I do not need a name. I do not want to be called a saint.
My Response:
Your letter reminds me of ecstatic poetry.
It seems your love and joy is growing more and more.
As it continues, you will find that it is okay to work, to have a job, to eat, to listen to others, and to engage in any action, because all those things are you as well. It’s not a question of why you should or shouldn’t do something.
Being what you truly are will have its own inherent nature, and that will express itself in your natural behavior.
You don’t need an outside rationale or justification for expressing your joy or compassion in your actions.
When you truly know that your essence is not different from the world, then nothing can take you away from yourself, because on that level, everything is yourself.
From there, all action or inaction is only joy.
Love,
Deepak