I have been doing PSM meditation faithfully twice a day for at least four or five years, and I am currently experience a lot of fear and self doubt and having trouble sleeping. Why is this?
When I take the ego test, I am totally caught up in ego…..and I don’t really have a sense of WHO I am or WHAT I truly want. How can this be? Where have I missed the boat?
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Meditation and Ego Concerns
March 4th, 2010
4deepak's response
You haven’t missed the boat. The current meditation aberration you are going through is a temporary by-product of the old conditioning you are clearing away. As deep-seated stresses and traumas are dislodged in the silence of your meditation, they can disrupt our emotions, our sleep and our mental balance. Just carry on and bear with it until that old ego-attachment has been fully released. With that will come the natural clarity that you are your higher self, not your ego, and that will satisfy the need you have to know who you really are.
Love,
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Maybe things are moving for you right now in order to release part of you ego. Experiencing emotional upheaval can be part of the growing process. Does that ring a bell for you?
Maybe things are moving for you right now in order to release part of your ego. Experiencing emotional upheaval can be part of the growing process. Does that ring a bell for you?
You are God’s Idea…God’s thought and manifestation…God’s visible action in form…..
Know that the same infinite conscious intelligence that created the universe, created you as it’s very highest idea in this human unfoldment to express and reflect consciously in form, the qualities and attributes of Conscious eternal Spiritual being…..
What are some of the True infinite qualities and attributes of Spirit, of God consciousness?
Love, creativity, joy, wisdom, peace…to name a few…..
God is love, Man is the active visible eternal expression of God loving-
God is truth, man is the visible eternal expression in truthfulness -
How does God express joy? through man’s joyfulness expressed-
i am right there with you, my friend. let me know how your “bearing with it” goes.
sending you love and light and wishes for peace…